Meeting Sam

a spiritual journey


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Train Ride

After high school, on my way to the sea side, on the train, I had an interesting encounter.

The train ride is 12 hours to get to the sea side and there were three people in my compartment including me. One of them went on to be my summertime romance while the other (an older guy) made some pretty interesting comments.

The young guy and I were talking and flirting and when we got down by the sea/delta area the old man got off the train – right before, he said: “when you’ll see deer in the sun flower field you’ll be happy”

We thought he was completely out of his mind because deer don’t live by the sea (nowhere close actually) and we were a good 5 hours away from any area where deer would live. So we laughed it off talking about the crazy old man as he got off the train. About an hour later, we were both in the window, enjoying the morning air in anticipation of our arrival and we saw A DEER – in the sun flower field!!! We both saw it, and I instantly got a full body shiver as I realized both that a deer cannot be there (no intelligent explanation) and that what the crazy old man said came true. Deer live up in the hills and mountains and we had been riding through flat plains for hours and hours – there is no way anybody would believe what we saw.

Both of us were pretty shook up after that and we kept talking about it but soon we let it go and it became our little secret – it became something that tied us together – something that only the two of us knew. We used to bring it up once in a while and remember how incredibly weird the whole experience was.

My perfect summer romance was just what the doctor ordered to help me get over the story from the “clairvoyant dream” post.

Nothing like deer in a sun flower field.

Much love.


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A clairvoyant “dream”

Fast forward – I grew up with the fear of the dark and the comforter over my head routine and I am now 18. I am completely in love with my boyfriend of three years and I am holding on for dear life, knowing it is not working out – I am resisting listening to my intuition or higher guidance and I decide to be stubborn and hang on in the hopes to change this guy and make him see me as the center of HIS life.

Ever since I can remember I’ve always wanted to be in a serious relationship…even though I was young. But I was forcing it.

Long story short, we are at a party and we are drinking, etc – my boyfriend at the time is flirty (by nature) and I decided it might be a good idea to leave. Around midnight, he drives me home, we lovingly part ways, and he goes “home.” I go to bed and I all of a sudden start experiencing his reality while sleeping. I am with him yet he is not aware.

He went back to the party, drank heavily, flirted and danced and made out with someone and didn’t quite make it home as he said he would. I wake up in the morning from what seems to be a long dream and I am horrified. I am convinced at this point that I am completely nuts and that my paranoia about his behavior made up this dream; however, I am so anxious that I just have to call one of my best friends to see “how the party was.”

Guess what: my fried proceeded to tell me everything that happened and the more he explained, the more I felt sick to my stomach. Everything I dreamt was 100% true.

I never told my friend about my dream (for obvious reasons) and I soon let it go because in my teenage experience the heartbreak and abandonment that I had to deal with at that point took all of my energy and my experience didn’t seem important. My mind make it all about this person and about the love I had lost, I wasn’t seeing the bigger picture – I had a vision! Whether I saw the future or the present unfolding at a different location is irrelevant to me as I was not trying to “see” anything; however, I have been wondering about this guy and this was my answer.

My hurt, heartbreak, moving across the world alone and college experience took over the next few years of my life.


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Childhood

Have you ever felt/thought there’s someone in the room? There IS! 🙂

Growing up, I was always afraid of the dark and of being alone. I always felt like “the boogie man” is going to get me. I had a funny anxiety and I was just afraid of the dark, I was never sure why as nothing ever happened to me – I had a lovely childhood and no reasons to be afraid.

When I expressed my fear I was reassured that nothing was “wrong” that there was “nothing there” and that it must be that I heard too many stories – little did my family members know that even at that age I could feel (and be aware) of much more that they could comprehend.

I never knew it back then but looking back, I could always feel “others” – I always had a sensitivity do different energies and who it was at the time is irrelevant.

It took more than 25 years to fully understand two things: I am not crazy & there is no reason to be afraid!

Even though the unknown can be scary at first because of our programming and society, with the right affirmations, intentions and boundaries, tapping in to the spirit world is quite beautiful and uplifting.